I think it was Carlos Diaz in "The Brief and Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao" who said that the best way to get over pain was to transform it into literature. I'm thinking now that the literature has to be good to validate this claim. Anyway, Langston Hughes also said that he only wrote when he was really pissed off or upset and I find that it's difficult to write without these motivations. I mean, who really wrote a good testimony* when they weren't completely anxious anyway?
remember when
the airplane skirted the coast
to ask me my name?
it asked me my secrets
i answered and it fluttered away
along with my luggage
the next day it swam loops
but only when it slipped on a wave
i reached out my hand
as it flew from my touch
on stolen words to the only place it knew
to put to float in between bedrock of
unanswered phone calls along with
other types of uncertainty
to where roses are only red
and while seeking for sunrises over sunsets on a tilt
behind the footsteps that were never there to lose
the moon spoke to me gentle words
to forsake second chances along with
other types of hallelujahs
for how ugly hell must try
to upset meeting halfway
in a slow dance with the curtains on fire
as we smile the words we mean to say
watching your eyes close before mine
i have already lost you halfway
to where violets are only blue
whispering that this is not our flight
and that its okay to consider
the bus
*Excuse the inside reference. Speaking of which, some Korean dude asked me which church I grew up in and when I answered, he seemed extremely concerned. This, for some reason, makes me laugh.
"modes of transportation" reminds of genie from aladdin when they're on the island and he says "monkey-boy, over here" and he's changing the monkey into all these different "modes of transportation" No?...
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ReplyDeletethis reminded me of two things:
ReplyDeletea song by brian mcknight - still in love (lol)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE-25vxFBG8
And a famous poem by Coleridge
What if you slept?
And what if, in your sleep,
you dreamed?
And what if, in your dream,
you went to heaven and there plucked a strange and beautiful flower?
And what if, when you awoke,
you had the flower in your hand?
Ah, what then?